conversations.
hello dear blog I soooo missseddd youuu!!! (okay, i am communing with an inanimate object. anyway. i'd like to share a personal conversation I had with God. I just felt Him whisper, really. I mean, if you just listen, you'll hear Him. it's amazing.
me: hi Dad. (i like to call Him that when i pray)
God: what happened to your day today?
me: i sang in the univ center. it was family day, and i brought my non biological family with me
God: i saw you. it's good you use what i gave you for that cause. you know the lady you sat with at the table?
me: rose's mom?
God: yes, that's the one. she's been having troubles with their business lately. i know that lightened her up a bit.
me: really?
God: they have a small business, she works as a housewife and she takes care of a small business in their home.
me: wow. well, i have You to thank for that. I couldn't have lightened her up if you have not given me the gift of song.
God: i see you're learning humility very well. keep that up.
me: for you, Dad.
God: anything else you want to tell me?
me: well, there's thid guy in school...
God: Ma--
me: DAD!! shhhhh!!
God: *chuckes* you plan to share this conversation.
me: yes. i know you know. *chuckle chuckle*
God: so what about it?
me: well, i like him. i mean, really like him.
God: i know.
me: and... i dunno if ..
God: he feels the same way.
me: he does???
God: relax, i was just finishing your sentence.
me: oh. but you know if he does..?
God: of course I do. but it's his freedom of choice to tell you.
me: i knew you'd say that.
God: don't you worry. you won't find out through me. i'll provide the time.
me: oh alright.
God: it's late, child, you better rest now. and don't worry about ma--
me: DAD!
God: yes, yes, i know. i was going to say don't worry about--
me: i know what you're gonna say.
God: math.
me: uh.. i don't have math
God: exactly. which leaves you not worrying about anything.
me: oh Dad. you make me smile.
God: my job.
me: thanks. good night Dad.
God: good night, child.
Try to start a conversation with him. It feels really good.